eye-liner queen no more / 7:30 PM

Lets begin by saying..."what an exhausting day..." I got so stuck onto PS2 that I slept at 5am..which lead me to waking up late, and having to pay for the taxi fair. *groan*

Had nothing spunky and punky to wear which is so-me, so I had to grab my fairy-maden skirt and a top to match, and ended up looking like one naive girl-next-door. Then, my eye-liner is no more...damn...and I got a pimple thingy on my eye lid which leads me to not wearing any more eye-liner at the moment. I hate the way I look with bare looking eyes which is not cool at all. *argh* Hyacinth missed me with that eye-liner job. Friends gave me a weird look seeing me looking so innocent today. *sheesh*

Hyacinth: Oh my God! You're wearing "fairy-maiden" skirt! You look so girlish today. I miss your eye-liner thingy.
Me: Yeh...see this stupid pimple on my eye lid...that's the reason why Im not the eye-liner queen today and I run out of it.
Brother: How come you look so Cinderella today?
blah...blah...blah...one comment to another...about me looking so innocent. *bah*

Hyacinth was still drunk from last night's vodkha, but I think I was much more drunk than she was. I was laughing away in class and saying things which I shouldnt have said and making Kurt looked at me in a "???" way. Hyacinth kept asking me if she could bite me...and I was doodling stupid looking creatures on my note book.

Im gonna go back to my PS2 game where Im gonna win this time. I have been spending too much time being in the PS2 world and swearing words to the air whenever the game beats me. The 3 17 yr old boys in the house just laughed their heads of at me getting so into the non-realistic world. But at least, I don't play as much as they all do...

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

eye-liner queen no more / 7:30 PM

Lets begin by saying..."what an exhausting day..." I got so stuck onto PS2 that I slept at 5am..which lead me to waking up late, and having to pay for the taxi fair. *groan*

Had nothing spunky and punky to wear which is so-me, so I had to grab my fairy-maden skirt and a top to match, and ended up looking like one naive girl-next-door. Then, my eye-liner is no more...damn...and I got a pimple thingy on my eye lid which leads me to not wearing any more eye-liner at the moment. I hate the way I look with bare looking eyes which is not cool at all. *argh* Hyacinth missed me with that eye-liner job. Friends gave me a weird look seeing me looking so innocent today. *sheesh*

Hyacinth: Oh my God! You're wearing "fairy-maiden" skirt! You look so girlish today. I miss your eye-liner thingy.
Me: Yeh...see this stupid pimple on my eye lid...that's the reason why Im not the eye-liner queen today and I run out of it.
Brother: How come you look so Cinderella today?
blah...blah...blah...one comment to another...about me looking so innocent. *bah*

Hyacinth was still drunk from last night's vodkha, but I think I was much more drunk than she was. I was laughing away in class and saying things which I shouldnt have said and making Kurt looked at me in a "???" way. Hyacinth kept asking me if she could bite me...and I was doodling stupid looking creatures on my note book.

Im gonna go back to my PS2 game where Im gonna win this time. I have been spending too much time being in the PS2 world and swearing words to the air whenever the game beats me. The 3 17 yr old boys in the house just laughed their heads of at me getting so into the non-realistic world. But at least, I don't play as much as they all do...