Tuesday, September 21, 2004
/ 4:00 AM
like i said before, nothing's been going right for me. my projects are left at lilies's place when we went to the bbq thingy at east coast last month. lilies is now in indonesia. so i have no idea how the hell im going for the interview thingy without any of my work, unless im nuts enough to splash out my cash to re-print every single thing.
i have a few more shit to go for the environmental systems final project. did a checklist again and again and discovered that i keep on forgetting to include stuffs. i got introduction, content page, comm plan and plumbing plan left to do. i duno if i should do the accoustical wall thingy. maybe i should...i duno...but im so tired already, plus i have like 3 more projects to do which have to be submitted on this coming friday.
had a movie night with perth & bro. watched american wedding which was so censored, but it was like a "uhuh" thing for the 3 of us already...cos those 2 are porno freaks while im always the one to be at the corner entertaining their nonsense.
i havent even bought my flight ticket yet. i dont even know if i still have the energy to go shopping for my stuffs on friday after my submission and my interview thingy.
havent been crying over school work for so long and there i was crying so much since the last 2 days. i didnt care how shity my work would turn out to be, but now im like this freak making sure i have everything totally completed. cos i dun wanna fail anything again. i wanna graduate by this december. i cant afford to retake any more modules. im sick and tired of failing or having to drop modules which have made me graduate 9 mnths later than i was supposed to!
i have a few more shit to go for the environmental systems final project. did a checklist again and again and discovered that i keep on forgetting to include stuffs. i got introduction, content page, comm plan and plumbing plan left to do. i duno if i should do the accoustical wall thingy. maybe i should...i duno...but im so tired already, plus i have like 3 more projects to do which have to be submitted on this coming friday.
had a movie night with perth & bro. watched american wedding which was so censored, but it was like a "uhuh" thing for the 3 of us already...cos those 2 are porno freaks while im always the one to be at the corner entertaining their nonsense.
i havent even bought my flight ticket yet. i dont even know if i still have the energy to go shopping for my stuffs on friday after my submission and my interview thingy.
havent been crying over school work for so long and there i was crying so much since the last 2 days. i didnt care how shity my work would turn out to be, but now im like this freak making sure i have everything totally completed. cos i dun wanna fail anything again. i wanna graduate by this december. i cant afford to retake any more modules. im sick and tired of failing or having to drop modules which have made me graduate 9 mnths later than i was supposed to!
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 