/ 6:05 PM

There was no egg in my nasik lemak. How much more pathetic can that be?! They put in fish cake instead. And I don't eat fishcake *eww* I don't even eat fish ball so u cant make me eat fishcake. I took the egg we have at home and fried my own scramblled egg to go with that empty looking nasik lemak with lots of chili but so little ingredients. No eggs mean no kueh. No kueh mean no kueh tart for hari raya. "NO KUEH TART?!!!" mampos!
It's 6pm and I just woke up *best tak?* I was doing my projects until 9am. And now Im having major stomach upset. No one's home except for that little rascal. I havent bathe..still doing my project. *biarlah aku tak tido, sampai aku pitam pon best...asalkan bende bodoh ni complete sudah*
Don't know if I wanna go to Aileen's house-warming 2moro since I'm scared of dogs and I hate dogs. The warrior story about me and Liah's bulldog is scary enuff for me. I don't need a story any scarier than that bah. That was the first time a dog was "that" close to me...sniffing me away as though I'm some pop-corn chicken to him. And he was so huge and garang. Followed me all the way to the door step. To make things worst, another stupid looking dog was in the kitchen jumping happily onto me while I stood up straight, praying away.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 6:05 PM

There was no egg in my nasik lemak. How much more pathetic can that be?! They put in fish cake instead. And I don't eat fishcake *eww* I don't even eat fish ball so u cant make me eat fishcake. I took the egg we have at home and fried my own scramblled egg to go with that empty looking nasik lemak with lots of chili but so little ingredients. No eggs mean no kueh. No kueh mean no kueh tart for hari raya. "NO KUEH TART?!!!" mampos!
It's 6pm and I just woke up *best tak?* I was doing my projects until 9am. And now Im having major stomach upset. No one's home except for that little rascal. I havent bathe..still doing my project. *biarlah aku tak tido, sampai aku pitam pon best...asalkan bende bodoh ni complete sudah*
Don't know if I wanna go to Aileen's house-warming 2moro since I'm scared of dogs and I hate dogs. The warrior story about me and Liah's bulldog is scary enuff for me. I don't need a story any scarier than that bah. That was the first time a dog was "that" close to me...sniffing me away as though I'm some pop-corn chicken to him. And he was so huge and garang. Followed me all the way to the door step. To make things worst, another stupid looking dog was in the kitchen jumping happily onto me while I stood up straight, praying away.