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Monday, October 04, 2004
/ 1:39 AM

i just got back a few hourse ago...and CATHAY sux. there was some problem with the SAVED movie so they gave us nother free movie ticket to watch at 930pm and then the SAVED movie can be watched some other time. Fil had to get home fast so i called a bunch of people who wanted to go with him...and off course i asked didi first...who couldnt maake it. So in the end i watched with Tina who could make it. We watched 'white chix' which was pretty good. really pissed at dad and mum. well...i doubt any dads or mah own dad would be reading this, but this is mah blog and i can do whatever i wanna do with it...

so this is for mah dad...

i know it's hard to see me grow...
the changes you have seen in me.
the scare in your eyes seeing a little girl turning into ME.

i know it's hard to let me go...
to let me do whatever i want.
to have your eyes away from me...
to see me turning into ME.

i know it's hard to have my trust...
& seeing me losing my decency.
i know it's hard for you to see...
me around the crowd you hate to see.

the more you tell me what to do,
the more i try to annoy you.
the tighter you tie the rope around me,
the angrier i would be.

if only you would let me fly...
let me soar & fly up high...

you see me wild from your own eyes...
but in me...
it's still the same little daddy's girl all decent...
it's still ME.

i just wanna be accepted...
thats all im asking for.
i have never asked to be a hore.

you see me in skimpy outfits...
piercings...
make-up...
looking so wild & free...

but deep within it's still ME.

daddy,
you should be glad cos...
i dont smoke,
dont drink,
dont fuck...

i still pray,
i still believe in God,
i still know who I AM...







/ believe in wonderland,
with you in my mind
it's not that hard to believe
i'm in wonderland
and that's where I am
only a place to where we know
and never escape into reality
plunge into a fantasy

just about my love



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