Wednesday, October 13, 2004
/ 10:09 PM
today's sucha' hella bad day..
it started of with me all happy & smily but then when the time came where Aileen cried, everything went wrong after that. It's been a moment of pressure, sweat & tears for most of us. We thought it would be easy just getting up there to receive that roled piece of paper, but it actually takes so much time & effort to actually get to that state.
the heat got hotter in internship class. i snapped at almost everyone, especially shawn who really annoyed me. it was merely a joke in the beginning where i poked my words to him--"Shawn! stop shaking mah butt!" the class laughed. but sonner that laugh turned into silence when a joke turned to something pushy like--"faster draw lah stupid girl!" STUPID is a sensitive word for any of us..like duh! who would like to be called stupid for goodness sake. they then tried to make things better by giving me a hand in that sketch drawing (which is a group work).
Ix was like asking mah classmates what was wrong with me. i pulled a long face in there. things got really worst in aileen mum's car when she was bloody rude to me. kalau aku maki hamun kau, u have the right nak maki aku mcm tu! tapi aku duduk diam2, kau carik pasal ngan aku asal?! nasib baik mak bapak aku ajar aku! tak macam cina bukit macam kau! kalau tidak dah lama aku tarik kepala kau tu hentak kat tembok! if you wanna know the story behind all these shit, just beep me aight!
lastly, the taxi driver pissed me off. he drove the taxi as though he was in a car race. if that's not bad enough, listen to this...he blamed the other drivers for being so kuku & cant drive properly.
im gonna go to bed real soon cos im tired...
presentation 2moro...
it started of with me all happy & smily but then when the time came where Aileen cried, everything went wrong after that. It's been a moment of pressure, sweat & tears for most of us. We thought it would be easy just getting up there to receive that roled piece of paper, but it actually takes so much time & effort to actually get to that state.
the heat got hotter in internship class. i snapped at almost everyone, especially shawn who really annoyed me. it was merely a joke in the beginning where i poked my words to him--"Shawn! stop shaking mah butt!" the class laughed. but sonner that laugh turned into silence when a joke turned to something pushy like--"faster draw lah stupid girl!" STUPID is a sensitive word for any of us..like duh! who would like to be called stupid for goodness sake. they then tried to make things better by giving me a hand in that sketch drawing (which is a group work).
Ix was like asking mah classmates what was wrong with me. i pulled a long face in there. things got really worst in aileen mum's car when she was bloody rude to me. kalau aku maki hamun kau, u have the right nak maki aku mcm tu! tapi aku duduk diam2, kau carik pasal ngan aku asal?! nasib baik mak bapak aku ajar aku! tak macam cina bukit macam kau! kalau tidak dah lama aku tarik kepala kau tu hentak kat tembok! if you wanna know the story behind all these shit, just beep me aight!
lastly, the taxi driver pissed me off. he drove the taxi as though he was in a car race. if that's not bad enough, listen to this...he blamed the other drivers for being so kuku & cant drive properly.
im gonna go to bed real soon cos im tired...
presentation 2moro...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 