/ 10:31 AM

have you heard of the phrase "fashionably late"?
cause that's me. no matter how late i am for school, i am sure to pick up the right clothes & put on the right make-up. pand-eyed make-up is no more a trend these days. there's something called a "conceller" ( i admit my spelling is bad. pls correct me ehem*).
so yeh, i woke up real late, all becos of hunn who made me stay up but then he was the one who fell asleep without informing me.

i got mah jumpers back from nana. i miss it sooo much. heez*
my badan was so melekit so i had to change at her place. her nenek gave me duit raya. & nana punyer mrepek...she gave me duit raya too. but i rejected. even though she's working, i dun wanna get ham-bao from my own same-age best friend lah for goodness sake. mrepek ah gitu.

i told almost all my friends about the "berak" story. berak means shit in malay. yeh, i shitted (is there such a word?) & the sht came out in an interesting form. the best part was when i told my friends how i wanted to cut it into half so that it sould flush down easily.

lack of sleep made me cranky. that lead me to show my attitude to fei-fei who i was okay with at first, but when she started pissing me off, i didn't let my nice-girl quality show. when i have my stucked-up face on, everyone gives in to me. heheheh**evil laugh everybody**

i swear to god i hated taufik back then. i hated him when he got in instead of nana. i hated him cause he sounded stupid but yet got in instead of nana. but oh boy...he improved hella lot. when i say a lot, i mean A LOT! today im having the typical taufik-fever. cheyyy-bah...bedebah!! harhar. ironic isnt it..?..when that someone is just a plain jane or plain jake with no fame, we never take our time to appreciate that particular person. but when fame & fortune take place, everyone wants to be your friend. Kan??!! Kan??!!
like duh when a guy is in a band, pompuan giler2 kan dier. but when he's not, jangan harap nak pandang seh. it's typical human way of treating others. i gotta admit im like that sometimes too bah. who isnt??!! for once at least!

i wasted money again on cab...although it was so comfy in that mers cab. cos cj would have tompang me on his bike, but too bad he didn't have a spare helmet so i didn't ask lah. i hate it when cab driver ask me which way to go, cos i have a bad sense of direction. so, instead of apperaing stupid by telling the driver "anywhere you want", i said, "i have never been to yishun before. so lead me the way please". hurhurhur...!!!
and ladies & gentlemen...that is why i can never drive. naik go-cart jer dah accident rabakz...aper lagik ngan kereta betol kan?? hmmpphh....

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:31 AM

have you heard of the phrase "fashionably late"?
cause that's me. no matter how late i am for school, i am sure to pick up the right clothes & put on the right make-up. pand-eyed make-up is no more a trend these days. there's something called a "conceller" ( i admit my spelling is bad. pls correct me ehem*).
so yeh, i woke up real late, all becos of hunn who made me stay up but then he was the one who fell asleep without informing me.

i got mah jumpers back from nana. i miss it sooo much. heez*
my badan was so melekit so i had to change at her place. her nenek gave me duit raya. & nana punyer mrepek...she gave me duit raya too. but i rejected. even though she's working, i dun wanna get ham-bao from my own same-age best friend lah for goodness sake. mrepek ah gitu.

i told almost all my friends about the "berak" story. berak means shit in malay. yeh, i shitted (is there such a word?) & the sht came out in an interesting form. the best part was when i told my friends how i wanted to cut it into half so that it sould flush down easily.

lack of sleep made me cranky. that lead me to show my attitude to fei-fei who i was okay with at first, but when she started pissing me off, i didn't let my nice-girl quality show. when i have my stucked-up face on, everyone gives in to me. heheheh**evil laugh everybody**

i swear to god i hated taufik back then. i hated him when he got in instead of nana. i hated him cause he sounded stupid but yet got in instead of nana. but oh boy...he improved hella lot. when i say a lot, i mean A LOT! today im having the typical taufik-fever. cheyyy-bah...bedebah!! harhar. ironic isnt it..?..when that someone is just a plain jane or plain jake with no fame, we never take our time to appreciate that particular person. but when fame & fortune take place, everyone wants to be your friend. Kan??!! Kan??!!
like duh when a guy is in a band, pompuan giler2 kan dier. but when he's not, jangan harap nak pandang seh. it's typical human way of treating others. i gotta admit im like that sometimes too bah. who isnt??!! for once at least!

i wasted money again on cab...although it was so comfy in that mers cab. cos cj would have tompang me on his bike, but too bad he didn't have a spare helmet so i didn't ask lah. i hate it when cab driver ask me which way to go, cos i have a bad sense of direction. so, instead of apperaing stupid by telling the driver "anywhere you want", i said, "i have never been to yishun before. so lead me the way please". hurhurhur...!!!
and ladies & gentlemen...that is why i can never drive. naik go-cart jer dah accident rabakz...aper lagik ngan kereta betol kan?? hmmpphh....