/ 12:13 AM

im feeling some pain.
one from my ear & one from my inner soul (cheyy..minah bual inner soul seh!~)
okay..okay..seriously...
i got my ear pierced again. this time, the person pierced it wrongly which made a weird cut on the side of my ear. the worst thing is that, she had to pierce it again! the wrong hole bleed, but i didnt feel much pain there. she sprayed so much of that "make-your-ear-numb" thingy on the wrong pierced hole. i was sitting there thinking, "here i am toturing myself". then lilies n me went to sketches bar & ordered free flow drink. i face tured so heaty & we started laughing over our crappy "break2" jokes while evryone there stared at us. it was like having 2 drunk girls there in their own world. we had a great time together.

nana & me had a super long chat. i had a great laugh today with my two girl friends. told her bout hilmy...yeh...she got really excited at that part ah. i was too. hurhur. who isnt??!! hurhur. ye lah he looks like taufik lah. peranakan. uhuh...so hapi taufik got in. n yeh i was way happier cos sylvester got in. hurhur..!! you know why?! cos isnt it obvious that taufik's gonna win?! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! By the way people...Taufik was my ex-boyfriend. WAHAHAHAHA! kasi korang suspend sikit ah. perasan sak aku. k..k..im talking to myself again. hmpphh...

aileen & me "pakat" not to bring our laptop to school & make this pathetic voice to jet saying - "jet...(dragging the word...) we...(drag again) forgot to bring our lap top lah." followed by sympathatic faces. I dun care what he's gonna say. cos im tired & i need some bloody sleep before i the black panda on my eyes reaches my mouth! okay??!!

so...hunn didnt call me becos... (jeng jeng jeng...)
becos...

later on after class (yeh pity me for having class on saturday), nana & me nak visit each other's house for raya. but we're wearing t-shirt & jeans. new trend ah. yesh!!! actually im going to her nenek's house. not hers. yesh. n confirm her nenek shock to see me so bulat now. then she's coming to my house nak amik hom-bao (chey..tambah2 jer aku.). heheh...sorry nana. she read a letter which i sent to her 3-4 years ago, where i drew US 10 years later. i drew her with farhan with 10 kids & me with an ang-moh masuk islam guy with a kid. kehkehkeh. i was crazy over angmoh ah. hurhurhur...!!

k ah, before i mengarot more, i beta go. mata pon dah steam. waiting for hunn to call me later. got people come raya in his house now (pagi2 buta siol!). chao chin chao!!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 12:13 AM

im feeling some pain.
one from my ear & one from my inner soul (cheyy..minah bual inner soul seh!~)
okay..okay..seriously...
i got my ear pierced again. this time, the person pierced it wrongly which made a weird cut on the side of my ear. the worst thing is that, she had to pierce it again! the wrong hole bleed, but i didnt feel much pain there. she sprayed so much of that "make-your-ear-numb" thingy on the wrong pierced hole. i was sitting there thinking, "here i am toturing myself". then lilies n me went to sketches bar & ordered free flow drink. i face tured so heaty & we started laughing over our crappy "break2" jokes while evryone there stared at us. it was like having 2 drunk girls there in their own world. we had a great time together.

nana & me had a super long chat. i had a great laugh today with my two girl friends. told her bout hilmy...yeh...she got really excited at that part ah. i was too. hurhur. who isnt??!! hurhur. ye lah he looks like taufik lah. peranakan. uhuh...so hapi taufik got in. n yeh i was way happier cos sylvester got in. hurhur..!! you know why?! cos isnt it obvious that taufik's gonna win?! WAHAHAHAHA!!!! By the way people...Taufik was my ex-boyfriend. WAHAHAHAHA! kasi korang suspend sikit ah. perasan sak aku. k..k..im talking to myself again. hmpphh...

aileen & me "pakat" not to bring our laptop to school & make this pathetic voice to jet saying - "jet...(dragging the word...) we...(drag again) forgot to bring our lap top lah." followed by sympathatic faces. I dun care what he's gonna say. cos im tired & i need some bloody sleep before i the black panda on my eyes reaches my mouth! okay??!!

so...hunn didnt call me becos... (jeng jeng jeng...)
becos...

later on after class (yeh pity me for having class on saturday), nana & me nak visit each other's house for raya. but we're wearing t-shirt & jeans. new trend ah. yesh!!! actually im going to her nenek's house. not hers. yesh. n confirm her nenek shock to see me so bulat now. then she's coming to my house nak amik hom-bao (chey..tambah2 jer aku.). heheh...sorry nana. she read a letter which i sent to her 3-4 years ago, where i drew US 10 years later. i drew her with farhan with 10 kids & me with an ang-moh masuk islam guy with a kid. kehkehkeh. i was crazy over angmoh ah. hurhurhur...!!

k ah, before i mengarot more, i beta go. mata pon dah steam. waiting for hunn to call me later. got people come raya in his house now (pagi2 buta siol!). chao chin chao!!