/ 10:48 PM

my blog's boring. sheesh* self-proclaim, though i just said something negative.

reality bites:
im bored
im lazy
im sleepy
im chubby

so what else can i say??

talking on the phone bore me
so, having my phone line cut is a no big deal for muah.
but but but...i hate it dat i dun get 2 exercise mah thumbs anymore...and and and...sms mushy crappy-ish shit-tish stuffs to him. *muahahahaha*

i mish you toodles** mhd hayadi bin mhd ayob **

results of mah previous 2 projects are sad. man...i put in mah farking 100% thoughts & precious time into them, but tada...results are so so sad.
well, don't talk about last minute work bah...cos i do that like everytime!

was supposed to leave mah house at 8.45am for school, but i woke up at 9am! sheesh**goodness gracious**
so, being da typical me, i dun care if im late...as long as i look good enuff for school. it was da pink-ish me today. i looked bright & lilies did too. maybe we can read each other's mind, cos when i wear that pink jumpers, she would wear that pink cat-ish top.

lilies gave muah fam prezzies. i got 3 bags to carry home with no help. hmmpphh...
plan: to get a boyfriend with a car
*kidding*

shawn loved mah necklace that he wanted to steal da merc benz thingy on the car to make it into a neckalce as big & round as mine. ix loved mah necklace that he wouldnt mind having it. bah**
rosah loved it too. it was actually for her, but i love it too much to part with it. hehe** only sold in thailand guys. sorry!!!

louis is so fickled-minded! make up your mind white-ass! doesnt mean your white, you can bully us! hmmpphh!!! u mean arrrsseee!!!

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO JERRY!!!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:48 PM

my blog's boring. sheesh* self-proclaim, though i just said something negative.

reality bites:
im bored
im lazy
im sleepy
im chubby

so what else can i say??

talking on the phone bore me
so, having my phone line cut is a no big deal for muah.
but but but...i hate it dat i dun get 2 exercise mah thumbs anymore...and and and...sms mushy crappy-ish shit-tish stuffs to him. *muahahahaha*

i mish you toodles** mhd hayadi bin mhd ayob **

results of mah previous 2 projects are sad. man...i put in mah farking 100% thoughts & precious time into them, but tada...results are so so sad.
well, don't talk about last minute work bah...cos i do that like everytime!

was supposed to leave mah house at 8.45am for school, but i woke up at 9am! sheesh**goodness gracious**
so, being da typical me, i dun care if im late...as long as i look good enuff for school. it was da pink-ish me today. i looked bright & lilies did too. maybe we can read each other's mind, cos when i wear that pink jumpers, she would wear that pink cat-ish top.

lilies gave muah fam prezzies. i got 3 bags to carry home with no help. hmmpphh...
plan: to get a boyfriend with a car
*kidding*

shawn loved mah necklace that he wanted to steal da merc benz thingy on the car to make it into a neckalce as big & round as mine. ix loved mah necklace that he wouldnt mind having it. bah**
rosah loved it too. it was actually for her, but i love it too much to part with it. hehe** only sold in thailand guys. sorry!!!

louis is so fickled-minded! make up your mind white-ass! doesnt mean your white, you can bully us! hmmpphh!!! u mean arrrsseee!!!

HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY TO JERRY!!!