/ 8:07 PM

tummy ache has been invading my life ever since that day when i had the satay kambing, which was 2 weeks ago. it's not as though i have not been eating anything lately, or eat too much. it's not pms either, but it feels as aweful as pms. can't be im pregnant, cos i haven't done anything like that. i don't know what it is then. it's this urge to throw up every single time after a meal. sobz*

i was so happy to hear your voice, even if it was a hi. and was i glad when i heard you call me sayang once again. what more when i got an sms from you saying *hunn im home*. it felt like the first time we liked each other. that feeling of true 100% excitement. the feeling of knowing that person you got a huge crush on has big time feelings for you too. i felt that all over again!
i miss you too much that i got no idea how to describe that sucky feeling. you know when i meet you outside, then i would throw myself onto you & hug you like i never wanna let go & say i miss you...that's how im feeling right now! argh**
please oh spore government...don't take away my boys from me!
yeh don't take away my hunn & my best friend jayjay. life is sucky without them. sobz*

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 8:07 PM

tummy ache has been invading my life ever since that day when i had the satay kambing, which was 2 weeks ago. it's not as though i have not been eating anything lately, or eat too much. it's not pms either, but it feels as aweful as pms. can't be im pregnant, cos i haven't done anything like that. i don't know what it is then. it's this urge to throw up every single time after a meal. sobz*

i was so happy to hear your voice, even if it was a hi. and was i glad when i heard you call me sayang once again. what more when i got an sms from you saying *hunn im home*. it felt like the first time we liked each other. that feeling of true 100% excitement. the feeling of knowing that person you got a huge crush on has big time feelings for you too. i felt that all over again!
i miss you too much that i got no idea how to describe that sucky feeling. you know when i meet you outside, then i would throw myself onto you & hug you like i never wanna let go & say i miss you...that's how im feeling right now! argh**
please oh spore government...don't take away my boys from me!
yeh don't take away my hunn & my best friend jayjay. life is sucky without them. sobz*