Be Strong! / 1:37 AM

i always ALWAYS tell myself to be strong no more how big a shit life throws on me. i am a person who doesnt give up no matter how much failures i get or how much trials i've done. but when life gets too tough, i have to let go & CRY!

cause that was what i did. i cried it all out & seek for help. best friends weren't there. of all the people who could have been there, HE was the only one there for me once again. mum & dad refuse to understand mah situation. it's no use explaining, cause i did like so many times. the prob with them is that, they dont listen. they simply argue. haixxx.

emotionally or mentally, hell yeh a bf or a best friend can help you out. but it's rare to find the one who would help you financially. hunn, i declare you mah bestest friend in da whole wide world. man...did i lose face asking you for that sum of money. but thanks for wanting to help. you mean the world to me! u listen. u dream with me. u share my pain. you share my happiness. thats the meaning of a true friend. u fit the bill dear.

jayjay, im sorry for not having much time for you and the others lately. i know i have negelected you guys. i have been real busy & i hope u'd understand aight.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Be Strong! / 1:37 AM

i always ALWAYS tell myself to be strong no more how big a shit life throws on me. i am a person who doesnt give up no matter how much failures i get or how much trials i've done. but when life gets too tough, i have to let go & CRY!

cause that was what i did. i cried it all out & seek for help. best friends weren't there. of all the people who could have been there, HE was the only one there for me once again. mum & dad refuse to understand mah situation. it's no use explaining, cause i did like so many times. the prob with them is that, they dont listen. they simply argue. haixxx.

emotionally or mentally, hell yeh a bf or a best friend can help you out. but it's rare to find the one who would help you financially. hunn, i declare you mah bestest friend in da whole wide world. man...did i lose face asking you for that sum of money. but thanks for wanting to help. you mean the world to me! u listen. u dream with me. u share my pain. you share my happiness. thats the meaning of a true friend. u fit the bill dear.

jayjay, im sorry for not having much time for you and the others lately. i know i have negelected you guys. i have been real busy & i hope u'd understand aight.