Broken Arm / 1:27 PM

*ouch*
my arm hurts. my right arm hurts so so much!
i fell! yeah i fell in mah own house, landing on the granite flooring. i almost killed myself. lucky for me, i was smart enuff to have my hand supporting mah whole bod, before my head could have landed on the floor. yeah i fell backwards, with no clothes on, just a piece of towel.

don't blame me! how would i knw that dad took away the little matt that was supposed to be outside the toilet. being the typical me, i run & i don't walk. uhuh.
so with that, i got a half an hour nagging from mum & dad while mum applied minyak on mah arm & mah butt. i cant bend mah arm. *sobz*
mum said it was dolat, while dad said i choose to lead a dangerous life. "HUH?"
ok i do admit that i cross the street without looking left & right. I did get into a go cart accident, which was kindda lame. knife blades went through mah skin quite a number of times, since i leave them on the floor & i happened to step on them. but hey...i didnt so them intentionally bah!
danger gets attracted to me!! not my fault. sobz*

***

with my graduation day coming up this coming tuesday, i finally finished my portfolio & boards, & my 1:1 scale chair, plus i got my name card printed out. yey. (yeh my name card with the invalid hp number. dumb me)**

sad that hunn's going away for holiday with his family for 1-week. he's leaving 2moro. I'll have to bare 7 days without him. haixxx.

***

if shallow hale da' movie was to make a shallow hale 2, i strongly recommend the director to have mah own dad cast in it. like duh mah dad is shallow in a way. he's shallow when it comes to judging my friends. especially my own guy friends.

his theory is :

good looking guys=liars/playboys/cheaters/heartbreakers & so on.

nerds=loyal, forever, his ideal in-law & so on.

doesnt he know that not all people are like that? not all mats who look like mats are mats. some mats who look like mats are educated people. not all non-poly or jc students are dumb. some choose to be lazy or slow. not all malays are mats. some are good guys like himself (did i just say that??). studded belts are not for mats. it's a trend lah dad! i wear it too.

so i plead to you dear lord to whisper into mah dad's ear & tell him not to judge others with just one look. he has to know them first before telling me that person is like this or like that.

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Broken Arm / 1:27 PM

*ouch*
my arm hurts. my right arm hurts so so much!
i fell! yeah i fell in mah own house, landing on the granite flooring. i almost killed myself. lucky for me, i was smart enuff to have my hand supporting mah whole bod, before my head could have landed on the floor. yeah i fell backwards, with no clothes on, just a piece of towel.

don't blame me! how would i knw that dad took away the little matt that was supposed to be outside the toilet. being the typical me, i run & i don't walk. uhuh.
so with that, i got a half an hour nagging from mum & dad while mum applied minyak on mah arm & mah butt. i cant bend mah arm. *sobz*
mum said it was dolat, while dad said i choose to lead a dangerous life. "HUH?"
ok i do admit that i cross the street without looking left & right. I did get into a go cart accident, which was kindda lame. knife blades went through mah skin quite a number of times, since i leave them on the floor & i happened to step on them. but hey...i didnt so them intentionally bah!
danger gets attracted to me!! not my fault. sobz*

***

with my graduation day coming up this coming tuesday, i finally finished my portfolio & boards, & my 1:1 scale chair, plus i got my name card printed out. yey. (yeh my name card with the invalid hp number. dumb me)**

sad that hunn's going away for holiday with his family for 1-week. he's leaving 2moro. I'll have to bare 7 days without him. haixxx.

***

if shallow hale da' movie was to make a shallow hale 2, i strongly recommend the director to have mah own dad cast in it. like duh mah dad is shallow in a way. he's shallow when it comes to judging my friends. especially my own guy friends.

his theory is :

good looking guys=liars/playboys/cheaters/heartbreakers & so on.

nerds=loyal, forever, his ideal in-law & so on.

doesnt he know that not all people are like that? not all mats who look like mats are mats. some mats who look like mats are educated people. not all non-poly or jc students are dumb. some choose to be lazy or slow. not all malays are mats. some are good guys like himself (did i just say that??). studded belts are not for mats. it's a trend lah dad! i wear it too.

so i plead to you dear lord to whisper into mah dad's ear & tell him not to judge others with just one look. he has to know them first before telling me that person is like this or like that.