Thursday, January 27, 2005
/ 5:35 PM
adi got his results and he's enrolling into higher nitec. and im not too happy about that. neither both of us r happy
i just discovered i can't get a degree in mass comm since i don't have a dip for it. so my only hope is to take a dip in that relevant subject. urgh. so whatever. as long as i can take mass comm lah. the thrill is not being part of the showbiz, but more to the love of writing. i have always have this fantasy to write for those female magazines...hehe**
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ash's mum passed away. i feel to sorry for her. she lost he aunt recently and some other people. now this is her mum we're talking about. i feel like shit cause i haven't been there for her for such'a long time just cos i was so bz with my final yr in college. it's no fun seeing friends losing their loved ones. life's so unfair. i wonder how my other peeps down under are doing as well. girl friends like tegen, megan and briah. they were like my best mates back then. we used to talk hours on msn, called each other even though we know overseas calls cost a lot. we write to each other like all the time, send xmas and bday gifts, though at times the stupid mail won't get to us even after we spent a bomb on the parcels. i miss those days. i miss them heaps. briah and me planned to meet up when i come down to perth for university, but now...plans have changed.
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nan did somethin' to her hair. she ain't telling me what. but o'well, im getting a short crop. i miss having short layered hair. i duno if i'd look good in it, cause i have been having long hair since god knows when. i won't let the lady cut it too short bah cause adi told me not to. he said the worst would be having the hair touching my neck. so, i'd call that long layered hair lah. not really short hair. my wavy hair is real hard to handle. blame it on mum for having curly hair. now i have to suffer with wavy hairdo.
i just discovered i can't get a degree in mass comm since i don't have a dip for it. so my only hope is to take a dip in that relevant subject. urgh. so whatever. as long as i can take mass comm lah. the thrill is not being part of the showbiz, but more to the love of writing. i have always have this fantasy to write for those female magazines...hehe**
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ash's mum passed away. i feel to sorry for her. she lost he aunt recently and some other people. now this is her mum we're talking about. i feel like shit cause i haven't been there for her for such'a long time just cos i was so bz with my final yr in college. it's no fun seeing friends losing their loved ones. life's so unfair. i wonder how my other peeps down under are doing as well. girl friends like tegen, megan and briah. they were like my best mates back then. we used to talk hours on msn, called each other even though we know overseas calls cost a lot. we write to each other like all the time, send xmas and bday gifts, though at times the stupid mail won't get to us even after we spent a bomb on the parcels. i miss those days. i miss them heaps. briah and me planned to meet up when i come down to perth for university, but now...plans have changed.
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nan did somethin' to her hair. she ain't telling me what. but o'well, im getting a short crop. i miss having short layered hair. i duno if i'd look good in it, cause i have been having long hair since god knows when. i won't let the lady cut it too short bah cause adi told me not to. he said the worst would be having the hair touching my neck. so, i'd call that long layered hair lah. not really short hair. my wavy hair is real hard to handle. blame it on mum for having curly hair. now i have to suffer with wavy hairdo.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 