bye bye school...it's real life job for now / 1:15 PM

i am in school, but i wanna be home. being stucked at home for the whole of one-week has made me a home-y girl afterall. and being outside gave a me bad lucks. for starts, i fell when i was going out of da bus. my ankle's so swollen, i can't walk & i need big time help. i wanna cry. a guy picked me up when i fell. thank you blue-shirt guy, whoever you are. i didn't sleep, that explains why i am so "sotong".

so it's back to school. more to "it's attachment time!" time to hit those notes, drawing papers, drafting pens & pencils, rendering markers & late nights. anyways, boy am i glad mah school building is not as huge as the polythecnics in spore. i went to NYP just now to have lunch with nana, since she was having class at 12 noon. we had to walk sucha long distance before we can reach the pit stop-MCDONALDS in the canteen. yani was stillon the way, so we couldn't meet & i was hoping to bump into raihan, but she wasn't around.i miss bubbly her. she was one of the fun peeps i had when we were working part-time together in "somewhere". the rest of the happy bunch were hafizah(who i see around town all the time), shira(who stays near mah blk but we neverhave the time to meet) & dila(the one with the skin head bf).

k i got togo back to work aight. buayyy...

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

bye bye school...it's real life job for now / 1:15 PM

i am in school, but i wanna be home. being stucked at home for the whole of one-week has made me a home-y girl afterall. and being outside gave a me bad lucks. for starts, i fell when i was going out of da bus. my ankle's so swollen, i can't walk & i need big time help. i wanna cry. a guy picked me up when i fell. thank you blue-shirt guy, whoever you are. i didn't sleep, that explains why i am so "sotong".

so it's back to school. more to "it's attachment time!" time to hit those notes, drawing papers, drafting pens & pencils, rendering markers & late nights. anyways, boy am i glad mah school building is not as huge as the polythecnics in spore. i went to NYP just now to have lunch with nana, since she was having class at 12 noon. we had to walk sucha long distance before we can reach the pit stop-MCDONALDS in the canteen. yani was stillon the way, so we couldn't meet & i was hoping to bump into raihan, but she wasn't around.i miss bubbly her. she was one of the fun peeps i had when we were working part-time together in "somewhere". the rest of the happy bunch were hafizah(who i see around town all the time), shira(who stays near mah blk but we neverhave the time to meet) & dila(the one with the skin head bf).

k i got togo back to work aight. buayyy...