me me me / 7:53 PM

i almost fainted at work because of the weather(even in the 16 degree celsius aircon rm), the food, the work load and the me being me. adi forced me to drink a lot of water which i did only an hr after being told. i felt better after that. maceh ayangku. today, i am cranky. only when i got home. im tired and basically pissed off with everyone around me. i was ok at work though. i wasn't feeling so well, but i laughed a lot. speaking of which, we had lunch without vin. i felt sorry for him cos the team seems to be so againts him. vin did tell me something as well. im new there so i won't judge anyone. i love them all in collective designs. it opens up my mind in what i havent learnt in school in the interior design and architecture world.

i finally took photos to attach on the application form for SIM. next step is to ask raffles design institute for my miserable transcript. the diploma cert is not ready yet, therefore i cant send them the cert which i am bloody proud of. my high school cert's lost, as well as all my other certs. :( my hard work for competitions in NYP & SYF & AMKSS are all gone...!!!

im feeling desperatly weak now. therefore, im gonna go...chaio

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

me me me / 7:53 PM

i almost fainted at work because of the weather(even in the 16 degree celsius aircon rm), the food, the work load and the me being me. adi forced me to drink a lot of water which i did only an hr after being told. i felt better after that. maceh ayangku. today, i am cranky. only when i got home. im tired and basically pissed off with everyone around me. i was ok at work though. i wasn't feeling so well, but i laughed a lot. speaking of which, we had lunch without vin. i felt sorry for him cos the team seems to be so againts him. vin did tell me something as well. im new there so i won't judge anyone. i love them all in collective designs. it opens up my mind in what i havent learnt in school in the interior design and architecture world.

i finally took photos to attach on the application form for SIM. next step is to ask raffles design institute for my miserable transcript. the diploma cert is not ready yet, therefore i cant send them the cert which i am bloody proud of. my high school cert's lost, as well as all my other certs. :( my hard work for competitions in NYP & SYF & AMKSS are all gone...!!!

im feeling desperatly weak now. therefore, im gonna go...chaio