/ 5:45 AM

young teens who are suddenly exposed to the working world tend to go overboard when it comes to dressing. young teens like me. ok, fine im not a teen anymore. young adults like me. i have always been classified as the odd one in the interior design world. for starters, i am the only one who wears make-up in class. my classmates don't think i look like any interior designers. other courses people think im from fashion design or visual comm. that made me think...im somewhat like a roasted version of legally blonde. i don't look like i fit in the crowd, but actually i do. im different in a way. cause one of my motives in life is to be different.

i was right when i predicted that female bosses are cranky. selina is cranky but funny and nice. she gets really cranky when there are too much work to be done. she forces people to eat cake. what the hell. anyways, my first day of work went well. everyone was nice. i was given a lot of tasks to be done. done with one task, comes another. cherie has gotta be the best. one thing about her is, she steps in my shoes-meaning she knows how i was feeling. i am now helping her with the presentation of an indonesian restaurant at suntec. 2ndly, she's very talented i tell ya. i set up the material library and everyone seemed pleased with what i did. i did labels on them after i sorted them out. i was a girl with heels who had materials dropping right on my face. i carried heavy stuffs and tidy up the whole room. i was glad. we had lunch together in the meeting room. they got me mcd since i coulnd't possibly eat non-halal food. and o' ebing the only malay there is kindda sucky. only the delivery boys are malays lah. i got so screwed up when it same to using the phone. "sharon! which button to press?!" "cheri, your call. come to my office. i duno how to transfer calls." i was so retarded! i elft an hour early without knowing! haha. but anyways, i'll make sure i stay up 1 hr more the next time.

female bosses are cranky. and female drivers are stupid. im speaking for my on kind, but who cares. they are! bus 74 ca,e so late. i felt so fucked up, but thank god i was early for work. female drivers shouldn't drive the bus. seriously!!!

anyways, im getting ready for work now. i slept at 11pm with my makeup on and woke up at 3am to wash it off. but then, i couldnt get back to sleep. so adi accompanied me on the phone till 4am. gotta rush now. chiao people!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 5:45 AM

young teens who are suddenly exposed to the working world tend to go overboard when it comes to dressing. young teens like me. ok, fine im not a teen anymore. young adults like me. i have always been classified as the odd one in the interior design world. for starters, i am the only one who wears make-up in class. my classmates don't think i look like any interior designers. other courses people think im from fashion design or visual comm. that made me think...im somewhat like a roasted version of legally blonde. i don't look like i fit in the crowd, but actually i do. im different in a way. cause one of my motives in life is to be different.

i was right when i predicted that female bosses are cranky. selina is cranky but funny and nice. she gets really cranky when there are too much work to be done. she forces people to eat cake. what the hell. anyways, my first day of work went well. everyone was nice. i was given a lot of tasks to be done. done with one task, comes another. cherie has gotta be the best. one thing about her is, she steps in my shoes-meaning she knows how i was feeling. i am now helping her with the presentation of an indonesian restaurant at suntec. 2ndly, she's very talented i tell ya. i set up the material library and everyone seemed pleased with what i did. i did labels on them after i sorted them out. i was a girl with heels who had materials dropping right on my face. i carried heavy stuffs and tidy up the whole room. i was glad. we had lunch together in the meeting room. they got me mcd since i coulnd't possibly eat non-halal food. and o' ebing the only malay there is kindda sucky. only the delivery boys are malays lah. i got so screwed up when it same to using the phone. "sharon! which button to press?!" "cheri, your call. come to my office. i duno how to transfer calls." i was so retarded! i elft an hour early without knowing! haha. but anyways, i'll make sure i stay up 1 hr more the next time.

female bosses are cranky. and female drivers are stupid. im speaking for my on kind, but who cares. they are! bus 74 ca,e so late. i felt so fucked up, but thank god i was early for work. female drivers shouldn't drive the bus. seriously!!!

anyways, im getting ready for work now. i slept at 11pm with my makeup on and woke up at 3am to wash it off. but then, i couldnt get back to sleep. so adi accompanied me on the phone till 4am. gotta rush now. chiao people!