happy 19th birthday adi / 10:40 AM

i stayed beside the TV, with the clock on at the top right hand side of the TV screen.
12midnight:
i called adi...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! am i the first?? am i? am i?"

HAHAHA! super lame!!! and indeed, i was the first. *winks*

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY BOO! it's been such joy watching you grow...
love ya' hunny...

because i woke up so latelast saturday & sunday, it was hard for me to get to sleep last night. ekhsan accompanied me thru' smsing until 3am where we both fell asleep. and..we both woke up late. he was late for school & i was late for work. im happy to get a morning msg from mah baby adi. he's doing his theory test now. i did my prayers last night, so i hope god would answer it. it was a prayer for my dearest hunny.

at work now:
big boss is back. fark. i have to work on the stupid project which i didnt wanna do, but now i have to. cheebai! bluergh...i hate work. my drafting table is under my bed, and i cant be bothered to take it out. adoi!!! wanna use autocad but im too lazy lah. takes too much time. i forgot how to draw... im serious...
k, i take back my words when i said fark to big boss, because...she just gave me chocolates. *shy smile*

i sent way too many bday msgs to didi, but i dont care. im gonna say it again...
Happy 19th birthday adi!!! *im such'a retard*
im feel so sorry for not being able to celebrate today with him because of work. but i promised him that i would spend the whole day with him after im done with this attachment. :)

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

happy 19th birthday adi / 10:40 AM

i stayed beside the TV, with the clock on at the top right hand side of the TV screen.
12midnight:
i called adi...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! am i the first?? am i? am i?"

HAHAHA! super lame!!! and indeed, i was the first. *winks*

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY BOO! it's been such joy watching you grow...
love ya' hunny...

because i woke up so latelast saturday & sunday, it was hard for me to get to sleep last night. ekhsan accompanied me thru' smsing until 3am where we both fell asleep. and..we both woke up late. he was late for school & i was late for work. im happy to get a morning msg from mah baby adi. he's doing his theory test now. i did my prayers last night, so i hope god would answer it. it was a prayer for my dearest hunny.

at work now:
big boss is back. fark. i have to work on the stupid project which i didnt wanna do, but now i have to. cheebai! bluergh...i hate work. my drafting table is under my bed, and i cant be bothered to take it out. adoi!!! wanna use autocad but im too lazy lah. takes too much time. i forgot how to draw... im serious...
k, i take back my words when i said fark to big boss, because...she just gave me chocolates. *shy smile*

i sent way too many bday msgs to didi, but i dont care. im gonna say it again...
Happy 19th birthday adi!!! *im such'a retard*
im feel so sorry for not being able to celebrate today with him because of work. but i promised him that i would spend the whole day with him after im done with this attachment. :)