Wednesday, April 06, 2005
God took away yet another soul... / 2:18 PM
in the midst of being caught up in my own world, out there is a world i didnt take notice of. the world where people are dying, where lives are taken away one by one, including the ones i love & friends of my age who are not supposed to go. i cant find a reason to be mad at God for doing so cause i know he loves them more than i do. i lost a friend 3 days ago. Leo, my ex classmate. someone we all regarded as a kind soul, a great guy and all. though not close with him, i do know of friends who treasure him not as much as i do. they felt the pain more than i did. but like the rest, i didnt know how to react when i got the news.
dearest fellow ex-schoolmates of amkss,
let us not ponder too much on what has happened. he finally let it go...and return to where he came from. let us all remember him as the guy with a smile. as the smart guy who is not only good looking but kind. he was a friend to all. and i love u all my mates despite the fact that we are all too busy for each other once we went our seperate ways. but never forget the moments we spent together as classmates, as schoolmates, as team mates and as friends especially. special hugs to these friends who have never forgotten me despite me graduating secondary school a year earlier - jayjay (especially you!), limin, huifang, huiteng & nana.
lets say a little prayer for the ones we lost...
espcially to my granddad, i miss u a lot...
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 