Tuesday, May 10, 2005
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Date: 7th May 2005 (Ayu's 18th Bday)
Venue: East Coast Beach
People who were there: Nana, JayJay, Wak Dol & gang
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it was amazing hearing how nana symbolises kite flying with the way us human let go off things. i told her that everytime im flying a kite, i would have butterflies in my stomach, and to let the string go is a hard thing to do. i would be so afraid if the kite might fly off without me holding onto the string anymore. isn't it obvious that letting go is something difficult for me to face. letting go of people especially, where love comes into the subject. what about you? how do you fly your kite?
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first we pretended to be nice, secondly we pushed each other and lastly one fell and one acted like baywatch. giggles... thank you to jay2 for being the best cameraman.
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poor nana kena torture by us under the rain...and under the sand. *teehee*
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when times are tough, true friends are always there to cheer u up. thank you nana, jayjay & wak dol.
everyone stand up and ... say YUMMY to wak dol, say GILER to nana & say AWWW to jayjay
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ANY TAKERS?!
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home-made food kept us energized and wanting for more, which led us to eating dinner at Parkway's banquet later on
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and best of all, againts all odds - under the rain or under the sun (or under the feet), true friends are always there ...
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smelly feet
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and so in the end of the day, we were very very exhausted and still very very hungry. and me...my nose was very very burnt. spent forever in the toilet trying to cover it up with makeup. nana and jayjay happily called me rudolff (spelling??), the deer when they saw my nose. next on the "desire" list is a new ixus cam, cos mine got spoilt during the picnic. sobx.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 