Monday, May 16, 2005
missing hubby / 10:32 PM
cab driver was practically glancing at me through the mirror. dont blame it on him, for i would do the same if i were him looking at me smiling to myself throughout the whole journey. yet another slash on my desire list. - kiss him again - and yes i did after 2 whole months. i shant complain for i know 2 yrs would be more drastic than what we're going through now.
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our plan for the movies had to be cancelled at 5am for something came out which wasnt at all expected. therefore i came over to hubby's place to watch home videos instead. we were both still all hyper even after having to stay up till 6am at changi hospital.
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i wonder if there are anymore well behaved malay boys these days. they come up to you out of nowhere and flash that "nak kenal2" line. cant they be a wee bit original? and when girls reject or ignore you, please take it as she's not interested instead of shooting words like, "sudah lah. step jambu jer." they saved their dicks from being "non-workable" cause when hubby came, they were a distance away, though not out of sight. hubby was practically pulling me to walk faster so that he could take a good look at them, but i slowed down his pace, for i know its one heck of a childish thing to be fighting because of a small thing like that.
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few more days and its hello to bald head and cd uniform. and in hopes, few more days to a helmet and no-more-cab-fee-to-marineparade. hello bike, im gonna heat up your seats.
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hubby's exact words - best ah! when he opened up that shopping bag to discover a black tee with a graphic of a little devil on the front.
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and yet another sight of achik-lookalike. that guy was cute and looked so much like hubby himself. minus the water bottle he was carrying in his hand, he would be much more good looking. like i said before, dear mothers, stop breeding achik-lookalikes.
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 