Sunday, May 08, 2005
/ 8:25 AM
mummy's day has always been a typical day for me. no huge celebrations or whatsoever. as my family believe, every day can be a special day, and that is why days like these are nothing to be awed about. but i do appreciate mama for all that she's done for us. the cooking, the laundry, the gifts, the career woman that she is, the mother and at times a friend. a know of people who do not have the mummy we have. and us who have the mummy, take advantage of the whole situation. so anyways, this was my mother's day ...
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i admit that what i did on that day was something no mom would be proud of. i dashed out of house without my parents' consent. went for a movie with nana. caught 'guess who' which did make us both cry. then went jalan2 at chinatown and all the way to spore river and lastly we sat at the padang. it was all peaceful and quiet. nana and me talked our hearts out, and indeed it was an emotional day for us, but me being me, i always try to deny my emotions, therefore i smiled. headed home very very late knowing that dad's gonna kill me. when i stepped home, mama was the one sitting on the chair instead of dad waiting for me. gave her the flower nana bought and the ring i bought. she smiled. that smile made me happy. so anyways, i think dad kindda losen things with me. he's still very protetive over me, but me being the stubborn girl, i still do the shits to show him that i can take care of myself. 'guess who' was a movie which got personal with my life. the dad is so much like mine. the love life is so much like mine too.
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nana, i always see u as my role-model. you're one of the strongest ladies i've known of. a mother, a sisiter, a daughter, a nurse, a student, a sister and best of all my best friend! i love u!
We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been
found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and
peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus
I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer
you need to enter into your own reality and reflect
it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band
felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's
all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal
thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. 